I'm a little sad today. I received an email from my mother. Asking why I dont' call or visit her. And it was telling me how sorry and sad she is. She left my father almost 2 years ago to live with an internet man. No notice, no warning just left. I was 6 months pregnect at the time. The man she is with now is bi-polar and does drugs, drinks and I think(I have no proof) he hits her. And she is still very unhappy. I guess I just don't understand why she would leave dad (dad would have moved moon for her) for this "crazy" man. I'm not saying that dad is perfect but he has to be better than "crazy" man. But thats not why I am angry with her. I am mad because I haven't heard from her since Thanksgiving, and she writes me an email making it to be all my falut. Well the last time I tried to call her the phone number I have didn't work. So how in the world can I call her if I dont' have the number..and I have no clue where she lives. She lives in the big city 1 hour away. And she left us! We didn't leave her. So if anyone should be calling anyone I think it's her. I am so mad at her. I have a lot of resentment for her anyway. She let me get married when I was 15 to a man that was abusive and a little crazy. Not that she knew at the time he was abusive but who would let a 15 year old get married! (( I'm 28 now)) I'm going to sign off now before I write something I'll regret later. Thanks for reading my vent.